在一些舊公屋裡,夜晚的走廊總是特別安靜。有人說,在所有人都關門之後,仍然會有人沿著長廊走動,把信逐戶送到門前。
In older housing blocks, corridors fall silent at night. Some say that after every door has closed, someone still walks the halls, leaving letters behind without ever being seen.
那晚很靜,舊公屋的走廊一向都不算明亮,幾盞燈隔著距離亮著,地面有些潮濕,牆身的油漆已經剝落,我回到自己單位門口的時候,整條長廊沒有其他人,也沒有聲音,我正準備開門,卻聽到遠處有腳步聲,那聲音不急不慢,一步一步,很有規律,像是有人在逐戶停下,我沒有出聲,只是站著聽,那聲音慢慢接近,停在某一戶門口,然後停了一下,又繼續向前,我忍不住向走廊另一邊看過去,看見一個人影,他穿著一件舊式的郵差制服,顏色有點褪,款式不像現在的樣子,他背對著我,站在門前,沒有敲門,只是把一封信放在門口,然後轉身走向下一戶,再停下,再放下一封,一切都很自然,像每天都在做的事,我沒有叫他,也沒有走過去,只是站在門口看著,他沒有回頭,也沒有看過我一眼,就像我根本不在那裡一樣,腳步聲繼續,一戶一戶地停下,再離開,我不知道他走了多久,也不知道他什麼時候不見的,只是當我再看過去的時候,走廊已經沒有那個人影,只剩下一條空空的長廊,還有幾盞燈亮著,我低頭看門口,地上多了一封信,白色的信封,沒有郵票,也沒有寄件人,只寫著我的名字,我沒有立即撿起來,只是看著那封信,心裡突然覺得有點不對,那種感覺不是害怕,而是像有什麼事情,本來不應該發生,我最後還是把信撿起來,紙很冷,像是放了很久,但我很清楚,剛才那裡什麼都沒有,我沒有打開,只是帶著信進屋,那一晚我沒有再理會,第二天早上,我出門的時候,再看那封信,才發現信上的名字,不只是我的名字,而是我以前用過的一個名字,很久以前的名字,我已經很久沒有再用過,我不記得有誰還會記得,我把信翻過來,沒有封口,像是早就已經被打開過,我慢慢把裡面的紙抽出來,上面只有一行字,沒有日期,也沒有署名,我看了一會,沒有完全看懂,但我記得那種感覺,那晚的腳步聲,不是第一次出現,我只是一直以為,是隔壁的聲音,之後的幾天,我開始留意那條走廊,晚上回來的時候,我會刻意停一停,聽一下,有時候,我真的會再聽到那種腳步聲,一樣的節奏,一樣的距離,停在門口,然後再走,但我沒有再看過去,我也沒有再開門確認,因為我開始覺得,那個人並不是第一次出現,只是一直都在,而那些信,也不只是送給別人
English Version
That night was unusually quiet, the corridor of the old housing block was never well lit, a few dim lights spaced far apart, the floor slightly damp, the paint on the walls peeling with age, when I reached my door, the entire hallway was empty, no voices, no movement, I was about to unlock the door when I heard footsteps from a distance, slow and steady, not hurried, not hesitant, just a consistent rhythm, as if someone was moving from one door to the next, I didn’t say anything, I stood still and listened, the sound drew closer, then stopped at a door further down the corridor, paused briefly, and then continued, I looked toward the far end and saw a figure, dressed in what looked like an old postal uniform, faded, outdated, not something you would see anymore, he stood in front of a door, without knocking, simply placing a letter on the ground before moving on, stopping again at the next unit, repeating the same action, it felt routine, almost ordinary, like something done every night, I didn’t call out, I didn’t step forward, I stayed where I was and watched, he never turned around, never acknowledged me, as if I wasn’t there at all, the footsteps continued, door after door, until at some point, I realized I could no longer see him, the corridor was empty again, the lights unchanged, the silence returned, I looked down at my door, and there it was, an envelope, plain white, no stamp, no return address, only my name written on it, I didn’t pick it up immediately, something about it felt out of place, not frightening, but wrong in a way I couldn’t explain, eventually I picked it up, the paper felt cold, not like something freshly delivered, even though I knew it hadn’t been there before, I brought it inside but didn’t open it that night, the next morning, as I prepared to leave, I looked at it again and noticed something I hadn’t before, the name wasn’t just mine, it was an older version of it, one I hadn’t used in years, something almost no one would remember, I turned the envelope over, it wasn’t sealed, as if it had already been opened at some point, I slid the paper out slowly, inside there was only a single line, no date, no signature, I read it, but didn’t fully understand it, yet something felt familiar, the footsteps from the night before, they weren’t new, I had heard them before, I had just always assumed they came from someone else’s door, in the following nights, I started paying attention to the corridor, sometimes, very late, I would hear it again, the same rhythm, the same pauses, stopping at doors, then moving on, but I never looked again, I never opened the door to check, because I had begun to understand that the man wasn’t appearing for the first time, he had always been there, and the letters he left were never meant for just anyone
